dying of brain cloud..

wanted to do something different..
with no charcoal.. no.. it was getting monotonous up here..
was watching "Joe Versus The Volcano".. tom hanks..
supposedly dying of "brain cloud"

braincloud.mp3(70K)
Joe: "Brain cloud! I knew it! Well, I didn't know it, but... I knew it!"




had this face in mind.. the hair covering the better part of it..
i have never been aware before how many faces there are.. there are quantities of human beings, but there are many more faces, for each person has several..
sat down yday to work on this.. but guess what.. the black color had dried out completely.. the closest substuitute available was a 100ml carbon black, fabric paint.. and a size 8 brush.. this is the best i cud do with that..
fabric color on hand-made paper.. and yeah, a li'l charcoal shading.. a li'l..


another interesting rip from the movie.. arguing.mp3 (1084K)
Mr. Frank Waturi (Dan Hedaya): "I know he can get the job. But can he do the job? Harry. Yeah, Harry. But can he do the job? I know he can get the job. But can he do the job? I'm not arguing that with you. I'm not arguing that with you. I'm not arguing that with you. I'm not arguing that with you' Harry! Harry, Harry. Yeah, Harry, but can he do the job? I know he can get the job. But can he do the job? I'm not arguing that with you. Harry, I am not arguing that with you! Who said that? I didn't say that. If I said that, I would have been wrong. Maybe. Maybe. I'm not arguing that with you! Yeah, Harry, I know he can get the job. But can he do the job? I'm not arguing that with you! I am not arguing that with you! I am not arguing that with you! Who told you that? No! I told you that! Me! What? Maybe. Maybe, maybe. Maybe!"

The Heart of the Ocean.. my version

"Le Coeur de la Mer".. The heart of the ocean.. in retrospect..The diamond.. On Rose’s neck as she poses nude for Jack Dawson.. The artist passes the test: he is not mesmerized by the stone, nor by the Kate’s nudity; he is drawn by the wish to make a good sketch.

the "original" rose charcoal.. signed by Jack Dawson..

In Cameron’s story we are not told if the Blue Diamond has some magical power? Old Rose doesn’t share her secrets. We wonder, if there was a curse on the "Titanic"? Otherwise, why were all the holders of that stone deprived of what they loved most? Was it true that the Great Blue Diamond couldn’t stand competition? Did The Stone destroy the admired "Titanic" and the artist who preferred the temporary beauty of an alive woman to its frozen beauty? Did the same Blue Diamond save the woman who, in a sense, betrayed her love by keeping the stone?





My heart will go on..

Every night in my dreams.. I see you, I feel you..
That is how I know you go on.. Far across the distance..
And spaces between us.. You have come to show you go on..
Near, far, wherever you are.. I believe that the heart does go on..
Once more you open the door.. And you're here in my heart..
And my heart will go on and on.. Love can touch us one time..
And last for a lifetime.. And never let go till we're one..
Love was when I loved you.. One true time I hold to..
In my life we'll always go on.. Near, far, wherever you are..
I believe that the heart does go on.. Once more you open the door..
And you're here in my heart.. And my heart will go on and on..
You're here, there's nothing I fear.. And I know that my heart will go on..
We'll stay forever this way.. You are safe in my heart..
And my heart will go on and on..

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escape from hell..

i thought that i heard you laughing
i thought that i heard you sing
i think i thought i saw you try
but that was just a dream
that was just a dream
that's me in the corner....

R.E.M. sang this in 1991.. Out of Time..
the begining.. this not about R.E.M... this is not about losing the religion.. this story.. its about.. dreams.. laughter.. heaven.. hell.. and a beautiful angel stuck in between.. this is a story of an angel.. a self-righteous, sanctimonious soul... pious... this is the story of how the angel dwellin in hell congregate all the audacity to try.. to try to fly.. fly to the pinnacle.. the heaven.. the life.. and the story of the people in her life.. her mistakes.. her commitments.. her laughter.. the laughter she had lost.. somewhere.. she knows not where.. and.. then how one day she decided to try.. try to believe.. try to laugh again.. try to love.. but.. this is not a love story.. now wat the hell does tat mean, you ask.. well it is a story of the people who fall in love and pay the price.. but agian their love.. something that was worth while it lasted.. and now she is on the last step.. the last step in the stairway to heaven.. stairway to contentment.. stairway to life.. she is crying.. but not for all the things she did.. she did no wrong.. never.. destiny.. yess.. i say, destiny it is.. but no.. she wont do that.. never balme destiny.. she is the master of her fate and the captain of her soul.. so she cries.. no tears left to cry.. but she cries.. crimson red.. yess.. thats the color of the tears.. what is that.. is that blood.. no.. that cant be.. or is it.. she is exhausted.. reaching out.. reaching out.. reaching...
and... there.. when you thought the story ends.. the twist.. no.. this ain't no sixth sense... no.. i am no shyamalan.. but there is a twist.. she was never in hell.. so.. where was the stairway taking her.. to be continued.. i gotta go now.. but people.. i'll tell ya this.. that was just a dream...

model: Azka Saiyed

A short man with a tall stature..

Mentor: Someone whose hindsight can become your foresight

this is David.. David Williams..
David for you : A leader.. Process guru.. a Happy face... a musician.. a photographer..
and.. my mentor here at Microsoft....