escape from hell..

i thought that i heard you laughing
i thought that i heard you sing
i think i thought i saw you try
but that was just a dream
that was just a dream
that's me in the corner....

R.E.M. sang this in 1991.. Out of Time..
the begining.. this not about R.E.M... this is not about losing the religion.. this story.. its about.. dreams.. laughter.. heaven.. hell.. and a beautiful angel stuck in between.. this is a story of an angel.. a self-righteous, sanctimonious soul... pious... this is the story of how the angel dwellin in hell congregate all the audacity to try.. to try to fly.. fly to the pinnacle.. the heaven.. the life.. and the story of the people in her life.. her mistakes.. her commitments.. her laughter.. the laughter she had lost.. somewhere.. she knows not where.. and.. then how one day she decided to try.. try to believe.. try to laugh again.. try to love.. but.. this is not a love story.. now wat the hell does tat mean, you ask.. well it is a story of the people who fall in love and pay the price.. but agian their love.. something that was worth while it lasted.. and now she is on the last step.. the last step in the stairway to heaven.. stairway to contentment.. stairway to life.. she is crying.. but not for all the things she did.. she did no wrong.. never.. destiny.. yess.. i say, destiny it is.. but no.. she wont do that.. never balme destiny.. she is the master of her fate and the captain of her soul.. so she cries.. no tears left to cry.. but she cries.. crimson red.. yess.. thats the color of the tears.. what is that.. is that blood.. no.. that cant be.. or is it.. she is exhausted.. reaching out.. reaching out.. reaching...
and... there.. when you thought the story ends.. the twist.. no.. this ain't no sixth sense... no.. i am no shyamalan.. but there is a twist.. she was never in hell.. so.. where was the stairway taking her.. to be continued.. i gotta go now.. but people.. i'll tell ya this.. that was just a dream...

model: Azka Saiyed