9/11... the day i fell..

9/11.. the day i fell.. the day i let go.. the black day.. wish i could understand.. pray i understand ya when i see ya on the other side.. 9/11..

well, this piece explains a lot about me lately.. especially the title... 'the day i fell'... lately my life has felt like some unfortunate, dark, unexplained fairy tale.. filled with confusion, questions, hatered, and mistrust.. learning new things and loosing memory of so many old things... rather trying to.. and sometimes so predictable.. feel like i'm living a dream at times.. a nightmare of some sort.. where you know you are in the story.. you can feel it.. you know something will happen.. and you want to get out before it does happen.. but you can't because you dont know the way out of it..



as the water turns crimson..
i understand what she has to do..
stop hiding..
and get what she needs..
more crimson..

cry every night..
seeing her face in the dreams..
finding strength in razors..
losing nothing but myself..
and what life is left..

one last moment of bliss..
for with you my heart lies..
all the ties....
all the ties become undone..

it feels like my sadness has won..
the darkness closes around me..
my only wish is to see..
the continuous fall..
something will make it stall..

don't you see me trying?
i'm slit now i'm sliding..
ready for my fade..
i will wait for you here because you are all i know..

i can't leave..
i can't leave..
for you haven't taught me to belive..
9/11.. the day i fell..
i cry...

roops..

a short but valuable association..

sanchan.. sanchan sahai saxena..
a good friend.. a good leader..
this lad from Delhi is the most dynamic person i've known.. he believes that a company sells customer/partner experiences and not mere products.. an asset to Microsoft India.. his partners swear by his name and he has been very successful in making a positive impact on them.. he is committed to helping the team achieve bigger milestones through personal achievements and team efforts.. his passion lies with aeronautics and is an amateur photographer as well.. today, sanchan left us today to take up a role in Microsoft US.. all the very best

must say, it was a short but valuable association..
i believe that all good things come to an end, but they sow the seeds for even better things to grow in the future! Looking forward to exciting times ahead...




sanchan, congratulations on your new assigment.. i wish you luck, although with your skills you do not need it.. i hope our paths will cross again..
will miss ya mate..

missu missu..

sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must..
sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love..
and sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts..
but then just sometimes...
you get it back and live happily ever after...
i miss you a little, i guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day...
am counting..